很想到新浪安家，如果它能让我正常发表文章的话。流量一变大，速度立马就不行了。还是microsoft大方一些，有钱就是好。此外，live writer很不错，很喜欢。类似于outlook的感觉，不用登录就可以发表文章。这两天访问live messenger又正常了，真好。

微软的空间的访问速度实在太慢了，本来可以用live writer写日志，可惜写了以后又修改不了，可能因为它的服务器在国外的缘故，实在受不了了。

    前段时间终于买了相机，佳能的IXUS80 IS，又可以很方便地记录影像了。以前的佳能A710 IS也很不错，6倍数码变焦，防抖性能好，画质也很好，可惜弄丢了。现在这个IXUS80比A710体积小很多，外形漂亮，但成像效果不如A710，不过，还凑合。以前就觉得A710体积稍大，现在这个机子，刚好。消费级的像机，做到这样就不错了。用手机拍照效果太差，下面一些图片来自中关村在线。

canon IXUS80 IS (NOKIA 6120c 拍照效果)
canon IXUS80 IS (图片来自中关村在线)

canon IXUS80 IS(图片来自中关村在线)

canon IXUS80 IS(图片来自中关村在线)

canon A710 IS（已遗失，图片来自中关村在线)

canon A710 IS（已遗失，图片来自中关村在线)

    手机也换代了，以前的诺基亚6610在经过了四年的考验后，电池终现疲态，也该退休了。本学期更换为诺基亚6120c，最低端的S60智能手机，这个机子反应速度很快，据说使用的飞思卡尔的ARM11处理器，主频369MHz，很猛。电池还行，如果不听音乐玩游戏的话也能支持个四五天，但不听音乐玩游戏的话用智能手机干嘛呢。照相功能，虽然号称有200万像素，但效果还是不敢恭维。

NOKIA 6120c

NOKIA 6120c

NOKIA 6120c

NOKIA 6120c

NOKIA 6120c

NOKIA 6120c

NOKIA 6120c

NOKIA 6610（已退休）
 
NOKIA 6610（已退休）

NOKIA 6610（已退休）

    桌子上的日常用品。

 
茶杯
 
加菲猫咖啡杯
 
台历与护手霜

    近段时间写博客用了很多英语，并非是崇洋媚外。只是很多事情，用中文不好意思说出来，用英语表达更轻松一些，仿佛这些事情不是自己做的一样。前段时间那么多话只是表达了一个意思，分手了，很不爽。
    这样做的也不止我一个人。《围城》里面方鸿渐给苏文纨打电话说分手的时候，为了避免身边的人听到，就是用英语说的。他就这样拒了一个大才女，可能说那些话的时候也感觉不好意思，有点羞愧吧。前段时间的艳照门事件后，陈冠希开新闻发布会，也是用英文讲的，I would like now to apologize to all the people for all the suffering that has been caused and the problems that have arisen from this. 这样听起来，让人感觉很真诚。但如果用中文直接说，我错了，请大家原谅我。鬼才原谅你。中国文化里是不接受道歉的，并且不存在原谅这回事。

    前两天重新看了一遍《肖申克的救赎》。以前看，觉得它描述的是人对自由的渴求，对希望的追求。我也把里面的台词作为了我的空间里面的座右铭，Hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies.
    我对自由的理解，仅限于逃离部队的约束，其他没有更深刻的体会。不过当一个人习惯于体制，随着年华老去，而自己也没有精力和能力创造新的生活时，他只能选择随波逐流。
    Andy是一个比较优秀的银行家，思维敏捷，所以他不可能随波逐流。I have to remind myself that some birds aren't meant to be caged, that's all. 在他被囚禁19年后，他终于确切地知道自己是被冤入狱的。当他所有合法出狱的可能都被剥夺后，他选择越狱。
    Before the prison break, There were a long talk between Andy and Red. Andy says, My wife used to say I'm a hard man to know, like a closed book, complained about it all the time. She was beautiful. God, I loved her... I didn't know how to show it, that's all. I killed her, Red. I didn't pull the trigger, but I drove her away. That's why she died, because of me, the way I am. Red says, That don't make you a murderer. Bad husband, maybe. Feel bad about it if you want, but you didn't pull the trigger.
    Andy said, I didn't shoot my wife, and I didn't shoot her lover. Whatever mistake I made, I've paid for them and then some...
    Whatever happened, I've paid for them. That's all.

    My (ex)girlfriend once talked with me about what happiness is. I hardly remember the details we talked about. Happiness is far from me in my life. I should admit that I'm a pessimistic man, and the same is she.
    I have been thinking about what is the main factors connect two people together. At the first, people may be attracted by each other for their appearances, the oral capability, or only for passion. When time passed, two people live together, the inner characters of themselves maybe the main factors that could broke up the relationship. When I was with her, I always want to control something; I want to dominate our life. However, she is an individual; she has her own feeling and character, like me. When the passion was passed, the contradiction was revealed. If the contradiction was not treated properly, the relationship would finish.

Nowadays, i don't have the ablity to handle these things. I'm not strong enough to deal with it. It's a shame.

I will spend more time and care on my girlfriend and family. Work is not the most important thing in my life. The most important person in my life have gone, that's the most horrible thing in my 26-year-old-life!
What a good memory it is! And now, there is only momery left.
Maybe it's a good experience for my life in the future. I will remenber this remarkable thing and do my best to choke the bad habits in my charactor.
More sports, more care, and more active viewpoints.

    对于电子工程师而言，铁饭碗不是指一辈子只吃一碗饭，而是指一辈子走到哪都有饭吃。

    我突然发现有一个很重要的事情被我遗忘，造成很严重的后果，如果早点发现这个事情的话可以很容易地解决，但是，已经太晚了。
    我无数次梦到这种情形。有时候，是在晚上回家的路上，突然冒出这样的想法。
    在之前，这只是一场梦，或只是突然冒出来的想法。
    而现在，它确实发生了，而且，无法挽回。
    人生充满了痛苦。
    我能够忍受，但其他人不一定能够忍受。而且，我也高估了自己承受压力的能力。